The Holidays

It's 4:19 pm on a 22 degree day. After a whirl wind day of doctors, specialists, pharmacies, and at last car issues, yet again. The day has had one delight. A Christmas basket I took to Ray and Joan. Upon returning home I put on my most comfortable bed cloths and climbed into my silk sheeted bed with my remote.
As I feel very overwhelmed from the past few hours, I look out side at the darkening sky and notice the glistening six foot ice cycles out side the bedroom window.
Most of the preparations are finished, meds to arrange, medical appointments to arrange when I return after the sixth of January. I look at Kink sprawled at the foot of the bed on the foot warmer. He has not a problem in the world. How do I let go of my medical fears, my situational anxieties. Can Kink help me? Maybe so.
For the rest of this evening/ night I will close my mind off away from fear and worry. Both endeavors bring no benefit. Thus, worthless activities and impact negatively on my being. All things work out one way of another and my ego can not control the basic events.
I am most happy to have a warm comfortable bed to share with my wonderful friend, Kink. Television on meditation candles lit and now Kink is awake and fighting me for the keyboard. so good night.